Time Flies-Even when your not having fun

I know I havent posted anything in over a month and 1/2, but I thought I would let you know what's going on.  I'm still unemployed.  I worked for my neighbor for a week, and lost the job due to my back problems.  I see now that I may have to file for SSDI because my back can't tolerate walking from room to room in my house, much less a day to day physical job.  My back problems/pains went from a specific area in my lower left side of my back to all over now.  As soon as one area of my back starts feeling a little better, another area starts giving me pain.  I will not be able to continue working as hard as I have in the passed due to this, an can not see me doing any of the things a newbie is required to do in most jobs.  I was hoping to keep posts more current in this forum, but the fact of not having an Internet connection and the stress caused by joblessness and my soon-to-be homeless situation have caused me to loose more and more hope for my situation as the days keep flying by.  I am not scared of being homeless but I am not happy about it.  I have always been generous to homeless people in my past, so I don't beleive Karma is out to teach me a brutal lesson, but I can't help thinking that I shouldn't even be in this mess if my past work and loyalties to the previous company I worked for meant anything.  But just because you do a good job doesn't mean your company is going to be loyal to you.  Over these past months I keep thinking about all the things I put up with for the good of the company, all the money I made them and all the money I saved them, and I think, if I ever get in a position of company ownership or management, I am going to look out for my good people.  A good product or good service must always be backed up by good workers for it to survive.  Anyways, thanks for reading.